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St@cey:
Nov 15, 2012 at 11:54 PM

Hi Mishi,

I have been silently following your story for the past year or so. I have shed countless tears, all about a little girl, and her mommies whom I've never met. Through you, your daughter Stella has changed my life. I am a different person because you so fearlessly shared your story with such brave honesty. I am not only a better mom, but I'm a better Auntie, and I'm a better person because of you. A piece of my heart will forever be with Stella. Avocados, rainbows, butterflies and stars will always remind me of her.

We briefly met at the Stella-bration a few days ago, I couldn't wait to meet you, and give you hug. That hug was a long time coming for me, so often I wanted to reach into my computer, and hug you tight. Although, our meeting was brief, you were as sweet and real as I'd imagined you would be. I don't know if you remember, but you lightheartedly asked me if I was dressed warm enough because all I had on was a light sweater. It was cute.

I'm not sure if you saw it but I brought a Dora balloon with Stella's name on it with me that night, and I tied it to her tree. It was a big hit with the little ones that were there.

The next day my 3 year old niece who had helped me buy, and put on the letters for Stella's name on the balloon asked about where I had taken it. So, I brought her with me to show her where it was. She already knew of Stella, as we so often spoke of her. When we got to Riverdale Farm there were tons of kids at Stella's tree playing with the balloon, it had caused quite a stir. They were having so much fun, my niece said "I wish Stella was here, so we could say Hi". It was heartwarming.

Another blog reader was there the following day, and she commented on your blog,...

"I was at Riverdale farm on Monday with my two youngest children for our music class and I saw the beautiful tree and bench in the park. A Dora balloon, attached to Stella's tree, was flying in the wind and so many kids were running up to it, smiling as it danced, and playing with it."

That made my heart smile! I have decided with your permission that I would like to bring Stella a Dora balloon, as often as I could to help keep her memory alive. It was Victoria's first trip to Riverdale Farm, and the pigs were our favorite. I shared with her the story Aimee told about Stella's pigs, and for the past week she's been repeatedly saying "Hey, you stinky pigs! Don't pee on the floor, pee on the potty!" Thank you Mishi, Aimee, Sam, Hugo and Stella. Our thoughts are always with you.

St@cey

xo

Jessica Stout:
Nov 15, 2012 at 09:05 AM

Dear Family,
We don't know each other, but we seem to be having parallel lives. Our son Ryland Stout (he has a page on Caring Bridge) passed away the same day as your Stella, 10/22. He was diagnosed with DIPG at 2, and died 13 months later at 3. We had his service earlier this month, and we are now up against the impossible task of carrying on without him. Like Stella, Ryland had this bold, beautiful spirit, and he taught us so much about life. His absence permeates everything.
Perhaps our two precious kids found each other that October day, and are happily doing all the things 3 year olds should!
With love and empathy from Vermont,
Jess Stout

Meri :
Nov 02, 2012 at 08:27 PM

Our families don't know each other, but we are a two mom family with two little girls and we live in Toronto's downtown east end. We must have passed each other countless times. We are so sorry to hear about the loss of your beautiful girl. The strength of your family is an inspiration. We wish you peace and love.

ColieB:
Nov 01, 2012 at 07:44 PM

I don't know you, but have been deeply moved by your story. Your blog is both heartbreaking and beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story with the world. Every single time I look at the night sky now, I find a particularly bright (twinkling) star, think of your little firecracker.... and SMILE!!!

Carolina:
Oct 30, 2012 at 10:16 PM

Hi Aimes and Mishi, sending you all much love and thinking of you. big hugs, gana

Jessica:
Oct 29, 2012 at 12:49 PM

To Aimee & Family,
Aimee I havent seen or talked to you since our highschool days and it is with sadness that I hear of your baby girls passing. As a mom, I cant even imagine the journey that you and your family have been through. I have been reading the amazing stories of Stella Joy and like many others have laughed and cried. You are incredible people and I hope the prescious memories that you have will keep you strong. Sending hugs to you and your family.

Jess Hooiveld (used to be Laker)

Colleen DiGregorio:
Oct 28, 2012 at 01:51 AM

This angel earned her wings. She is flying free, laughing, smiling and will live forever. She will be with you, held in your hearts, to help and guide you through the rest of your lives, loving you through eternity. This is not end of her story, but the beginning of her new life that you will continue to see and feel every day in a giggle, a smile, a butterfly or a soft flutter on your cheek.

Aimee and Misha, let Stella's incredible love for you carry you through the dark days. Let her spirit lift you when the pain is too great. She will be there.

From the bottom of my heart, that aches for your loss, my deepest sympathy. With love, Colleen

patricia keller:
Oct 27, 2012 at 11:16 PM

I came across your story and just wanted to say what a beautiful tribute to life. I will always remember a lil moptop named Stella.

Susan:
Oct 27, 2012 at 10:05 PM

Although we've never met, I feel connected to your family. I first heard about your journey through a family member.(mine) I have been deeply touched by your courage, strength, that you have lived in the moment, made every day about loving Stella and have done what is best for her even in the midst of your own pain and grief. You allowed Stella to actually live each day, not according to her diagnosis, but to live her life however she could with your support and love. I believe that you gave Stella courage and strength because you demonstrated those qualities to her every day. I know that in times of intense grief that words can seem empty. Just know that there are so many people that care and who are thinking of you and Stella.

Sherri Murphy:
Oct 27, 2012 at 09:02 PM

I have been following your blog, and Stella's life for well over a year. My heart breaks for your loss. I was first made aware of Stella's illness through the James Fund director, Diana Birrrell. She posted the link to your blog and I was amazed at he strength and courage you exhibited, so others could share in the joy of Stella. What an amazing little girl. She will continue to light your lives forever.

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